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love palava...'THE James' story'
continued from lastweek.
So, Latonya and I,couldn't hold the fun of kissing alone, we went deeper... you know? after the 'timeout' her eyes were glowing and she said."James, I still share it with you, do you still love me?". I told her that i can't place a finger on what it was that made me do that... love or just the time to fill up the vacuum of 'loneliness'. Latonya said: 'It's nothing but love. you still share it with me'. I smiled and told her that i do not know if its the feeling or just the chance to fill up the loneliness vacuum... so i said," i can't promise that i love you but i know i loved you".

I could see the pain in her eyes after that statement and she could not hide it,,, she blurted out"so why did you sleep with me? just for an advantage right?". I was pissed,,, very pissed. women just know how to turn stuffs into their own option and opinion. Advantage,,can u beat that? i got so furious and gave my reply."and why did you feign the pain? you wanted the cookie and i played the role of a perfect gentleman." Immediately after that statement i took my shirt, and left the house.

I couldn't place how i felt but when i got home i was very annoyed with myself. I thought i could do better, resist her and make her feel the pain of rejection but on the other hand, well, i didn't lose, i tasted the cookie,and left just like Dave did. Yeah DAVE, i knew about the whole story you know, she told me everything. BUT! tHIS Is my Plight right now..

Latonya sent a message some weeks back that she's pregnant with my child. It was a quick one that day and we didn't protect ourselves but the thing is, i don't believe her. How am i sure i own the baby and not Dave? is this one of her scripts that she wants to act out on me? what do i do now? Should i believe her and take full responsibility or should her block her off?

My corner:Hmmmmm... James really need your advice on what to do. you can send comments here or via e-mail to:graceshaibu15@gmail.com. we will post ur comments and see how we can assist James right here.

More love palavas coming your way,,,,see ya next thursday.

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