MOSES SHAIBU{Last Part Of Daddy's Journey}
On a Personal Note.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time, thinking and wishing all never happened to you but then, they say God has the best answer and motif for all things. I didn't understand why it happened and why the turmoil of 7years had to end with eternal departure
I really don't know why mummy's hard race for your health had to come with no trophy with the microphone and a beautiful head gear like we envisioned but.. They say, God knows best.
I wanted to really write the hate speech to the friends, church and family members that left you but they said as a young girl, I have to keep quiet, I should cover my life from the world.
The truth is I know what I know and whether the world sees it or hears it, It has shaped me. I have learnt that nothing is good and best for a man than good health and sticking close to his loved ones. I have learnt that no one likes you because of who you are but what you can offer. I have learnt that the ones you expect to stay by you will not be there
I have learnt that, People will get tired of you when they give you their timeline of hope when they eventually see no sign of it. I have learnt that No man is able to take your innerpain away except God and you. I have learnt that No one can pray for you if you don't have faith in Them.
Only those who have experienced your pain will know what you feel. The Most important lesson I have learnt so far is, Never Be At The Mercy Of People. That is the worst thing that can happen to a man. I know Daddy fought because he didn't want to do be a pityparty, but then, What shall we say? It was meant to happen? Was it supposed to end this way?
I don't have answers yet because I am still mourning and I am hoping that one day, the answers will come. It's just three months that he Kissed the Dust and left us hanging with memory.
The end of this is: If there is something you pray earnestly for, It is not just money and fame. The utmost prayer that everyone should say everyday after thanksgiving is that We should Never Be at The Mercy Of People
So my prayer for you is this, May you never be at the mercy of people. Because, it is the worst that can happen to anyone on planet earth.
Moses Shaibu Knew that and he decided to take a bow.
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