We do meet at the junction of my church most times and after church i just stroll and walk systematically to the jucntion, goose bumps, heart racing and then i see the man that gets me mushy again. In that cool of the evening we were walking together and talking, speaking about what i really can't remember right now but we talked and i enjoyed the time. I must confess that even though i used to feel a bit awkward that i was talking to a guy, I really don't know why but seriously, that was just how i felt then but looking at it,I was cool with him and we were cool too...{on his side}.
After the talk and i was almost approaching my house, we stayed a bit at the junction and we tallked for a while, we waited and we just couldn't leave ourselves, i didn't even want to go anyways. We stayed and hugged, and then hugged and hugged.... and we left.{Fill in the gap} Would you believe that when i got home i sent a message"thanking him for the kiss" Looool. You are laughing hard and shaking your head at me right? That's how naive i was then.
The lesson...
I didn't have anyone to put me through.
No one lectured me about the Relationship sect, I was just told to stay away from boys.
I am sure when mummy reads this piece we will have a serious talk... You know, all these happened right under my nose story. To parents, watch your wards and be friends with them....
Don't get me wrong, My parent gave me principles but they didn't get me to roll in and with it, via illustrations, content explanation but all was said and made via fear and at a stage, I decided to test the waters. I was drowned in it, because I still had my fear in my head, it helped me to be stable and i guess, Like my name,.... Grace worked for me.
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